If I could do it all over again I would love you after I loved me and then love you again. I would love you hard and love you perfectly. If I could start over I would know what I want from you and I would tell you to give it to me. If I had another chance to love you, I would. If the opportunity came along, I would praise God for our love. And I would pray that we would always be. I would already know that we were in God’s plan. But because I can’t do it all over again, I’ll remember my love for you, love that I didn’t have for myself. Because I am not able to start over, I can only love the memory of us, if only the good parts of us. Because I don’t have another chance to be with you, I will try to forget all the good parts of us that I just can’t forget. Since another opportunity for us won’t come along, I will thank God that I had you for a season and praise Him that my heart still beats even when I didn’t follow HIS plan for us. I will pray now that His plan for me isn’t to be alone because without you that’s all I am.